后悔的资格?

后悔什么? 我， 还有资格后悔吗?
十年了。。。准确来说，是九年又几个月吧。
就这样狠狠的，我放。。。弃。。。了。。。
我承认。。。是我不够坚强，是我太不懂的珍惜。。。
但，放弃就是放弃了。。。

时间并不会削减我的爱。。。
只会让我更想起痛楚。。。
痛，会痛，真的会痛。。。

我才知道原来我爱得很深。。。
我是因为看到大家的成就吗?
我是又兴起了三分钟热度吗?
我。。。不知道。。。
我没有答案。。。
我没有方向。。。
我不是很希望有可能。。。
我尝试忘记。。。但是可能吗?
我好像还是对弹琴念念不忘。。。

* 还有，男生玩乐器时，最有魅力了。。当然，有时也不一定!

4.53pm

Friday

30.04.2010

Look young? ahaha....

Today, I go to see teacher during recess time.
And teacher was buying books from a person, XX book shop.
That man was trying to persuade me and teacher to buy more and more books.
But, unluckily, I was not stand by him. Ahaha...
The important thing is......he asked which form am I in.
I said Form 4......and asked him," Why? I look like should be in what form? Or I look like form 5?"
He said........"Form one" !!! hahahahahahahaha.... Happy ar....

Xing Ming said:" Maybe during their age, they were taller..."
Ahahaha... Whatever! I don't care... Happy jiu okay liao.. xD

4.12pm

Thursday

22.04.2010

La la la la.....

My hair was straighten! Hmm... Actually, I just want to straighten front part of my hair. But, they "persuade" me. Okay lar..I try it... as my face don't really "fix" to straight hair... >.<

But not bad too... many people asked about it after the day i go to straighten it...
And, unforgettable... Jia Chyi almost shout out ( i think.. haha) and said:" Wa~! Jacqueline, you go to straighten your hair ar? Pretty oh~ "
Something like this and in mandarin.. Quite "paiiiseh"... ahaha...

And, sorry to Jia Chyi because after she said it, many people turn over to see and i didn't even say something and went away!  I really shocked and don't know what to say and respond that time....

Yesterday, Ci Hui's sister asked whether I am a new student 2010 or not. Ahaha... Gek xii Claire xia as she was there.. Maybe the way I act, my look and height look young. Haha...

History tropical test on Tuesday... Sweat and sigh again... cry~~~~~
Gambateh everyone! Cheer~

17.04.2010

Saturday

10.59am

Busy week! Oh my ~

Homework homework like a mountain!
Wow~!!! Let me breath for a while... Just a while, k?
Sigh... Form four life is much busier, difficult and tired...
A very big different from Form three... How nice if the time can reverse?
But, I know. Couldn't. So, what I can do is... looking forward and do my best.
With my dear friends' , Arena!'s , family's and God's support. I must stand still!

I want to study harder! Quite unbelievable... the result of the first examination...
My friends also couldn't accept and believe. Even though they are not that close to me. This will be my worst result in my life.. I think..

Someone scolded at me in front of their friend this afternoon. The reason was: Just because of me, "someone" can't in top five for last examination of last year. "Someone" 's voice was quite big when "someone" said this and as everyone know, "someone" didn't scared people hate "someone".

But, I didn't hate that "someone" . I was so happy that people hate and scold me just because I won "someone" in academic. I don't care. Ahaha... weird thinking? I don't know... Your piece of words didn't hurt me.. I am strong. Huhu!! =] Why should I hate a person? It is useless.

Time is late now... Too late.. haha... Night... Going to sleep... Muaks, everyone =]

10.40pm

Thursday

08.04.2010

(Blog updated due to request =] )

Lazy me?

Oupss.. still sitting in front of the computer..
Recently drink few bottle of bird nest as my dad bought two boxes of it.. hehe..
Addicted to facebbok's Arena! just now... hehe...
Okay okay.. enough enough! Shut down the comp! 5, 4, 3, 2, 1......

5.46pm

Sunday

04.04.2010

Easter Sunday

Today is Easter Sunday!
Went to church with all my siblings this morning. What a great and amazing news!
Actually, Catherine should go to another place instead of stay with Andy.
But, Andy cried and refused to go by himself. Haha... So, she accompany him.
Well, hope they can go to church continuously! Pray for us, thanks a lot!
Ah! Forgot to mention. We got nice looking and tasting egg-shaped jelly from church!

Photo will be uploaded next weekend.*

Hmm, many homework to do. Really refuse to do. But, I must face it too. After this, I should do my homework. =(

And, I bought new contact lenses. It's colourless. A bit not used to use it. But, it's comfortable to wear!

04.04.2010

1.50pm

Sunday